Zielschmerz

Zielschmerz

n.
the dread of finally pursuing a lifelong dream, which requires you to put your true abilities out there to be tested on the open savannah, no longer protected inside the terrarium of hopes and delusions that you started up in kindergarten and kept sealed as long as you could.

German Ziel, goal + Schmerz, pain. Pronounced “zeel-shmerts.”

Licotic

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Idlewild

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Jouska

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Trumspringa

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Rückkehrunruhe

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Foreclearing

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Looseleft

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Slipfast

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Justing

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Gobo

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Vulture Shock

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Occhiolism

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Merrenness

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Plata Rasa

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Ringlorn

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Funkenzwangsvorstellung

Funkenzwang-svorstellung

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Fitzcarraldo

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Treachery Of The Common

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Kerisl

piles of old books scattered in an abandoned room

Ironsick

a group of random devices

Monachopsis

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Lackout

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Fool’s Guilt

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Symptomania

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Aimonomia

close-up of a plant with lights glowing in background

Volander

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Aponemia

a group of people standing together