La Gaudière

La Gaudière

n.
a glint of goodness you notice in someone that you wouldn’t expect, which is often only detectable by sloshing them back and forth in your mind until everything dark and gray and common falls away, leaving something shining at the bottom of the pan—a rare element hidden deep in the bedrock, that must’ve been washed there by a storm somewhere upstream.

French la gaudière, from Latin gaudere, to find joy. Pronounced “lah gou-dee-yair.”

Amoransia

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Watashiato

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Foilsick

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Redesis

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Mottleheaded

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On Tenderhooks

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Lackout

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Bye-Over

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Attriage

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Querinous

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Lookaback

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Mauerbauertraurigkeit

Mauerbauer-traurigkeit

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Antiophobia

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Immerensis

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Feresy

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Heartworm

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Hubilance

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Attriage

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Viadne

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Moledro

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Heartmoor

a campfire with a kettle many small logs

Ecury

a close-up of cave drawings and symbols

Appriesse

a blurry image of a person looking at mounted images

The Meantime

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The Whipgraft Delusion

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Suerza

a tunnel with a light emanating from the end