discrepanture
noun
An uncomfortable state where you straddle distinct social circles, not wholly belonging to any. It feels like being shaped from mismatched parts, never quite aligning with the whole, drifting between identities that don't completely accept you.
From Latin 'discrepare' (to differ) + Middle English 'ure' (result), implying the result of constant differences and discrepancies. Pronounced "dis-KREP-an-chur"