affectustitia
noun
Feeling an immense love for someone yet unable to express it, you might mistakenly believe love must be earned rather than freely given, and you question your own worthiness to love, fearing imperfection bars you from the ability to love fully.
From Latin 'affectus' (emotion, passion) + 'iustitia' (justice, worthiness), depicting the struggle to feel worthy of expressing love. Pronounced "af-FEK-tus-TIH-shee-ah"
